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Sunday, April 22, 2007
Bidding farewell...
Went down with jiahui and her mum to see the name numerologist on my name which has accompanied for 22 years of my life. Had a fun time laughing and acknowledging how true they were, yet on a serious note to take care of certain aspect.
Here it goes...
1) Righteousness: Peiling belong to the wuxiaxiaoshuo era where she will stand up for her friends. When her friends call upon her help, she will be the first to arrive kind.
2) Keen in helping people but efforts are often not appreciated.
3) Strong sense of responsibility but end up clearing other people shit as well.
4) Not much of a wealth person cos when her friends borrow money from her, she is cool with not getting back. (jiahui and i exchanged glances and broke into laughter cos we were just discussing over msn to strategise how to get our money back from ppl who owed us!haha)
5) Eccentric by nature cos i live in my own world. Nobody will ever understand me cos even i have an issue in understanding myself. I tend to withdraw from crowd to live in my world. (no wonder i so loved spent time with myself and i can shut everyone else out. and no wonder jia & wei can click so well, cos we are the same pattern. omg..Even bryant(wei's bf) also has that element. form different but essence is there. Cos we love our world so much. Even when we are all together, we are not. wahh..)
6) Tom-boyish character: Mix very well with girls and boys. They make no difference to Peiling, end up cannot find ideal partner. And once guys begin to take interest in her, she runs away. (sound so familiar)
7) Hardworking and puts in effort but results don't show much.
8) Smart and give suggestions that are often unacceptable in current era. Too advanced so to speak.
9) Dreams alot ..even my dream runs a production drama series. The longer i sleep, the more tired i am. Result in poor mental state and affect my memory which in turn affect my studies. (hmm...)
10) Health wise gotta take note of lower part of body- Womb and cervix area. Possible miscarriage due to weak cervix. (alamakkk...)
11) Self-sacrificial for the greater good.
12) Like a man. Boyish by nature. Decisive in doing what she wants. (haha..that explains huh)
As for Joan this name,
Eeden commented it is such a old name. And i argued it represented JOAN OF ARC. Then he replied, yahh..self-sacrificial type. Fought the war and went home to get assassinated. Joan is a talent but she wont get recognised for her efforts and credits go to other people.
And my decision is..
Get a modified name and changing my statutory name to reflect my father's surname. And i will be known as Miss GOH!!! Finally..... my siblings and cousin are all gohs, but i'm the only wu. Sad can! I'll get a new english name too. Most likely will be doing my conversion after i come back from Beijing and can start calling my new name in 2 weeks time.
Never thought i would take this jump but well for 平安 purpose. It doesnt matter afterall. Anyway our lives are governed by 天，地，人. 天 is destined ..we have no control on that. 地 is where we play around with fengshui at home and office etc. 人 is where we can change our luck by changing name. To balance our elements (fire,water,metal,earth,wood) so as to support the eight characters which is fixed already.
天时地利人和 --> in a nutshell. Timing, place and luck play crucial factors.
So gonna bid farewell with Wu Peiling and Joan Wu (and recent joannie), the identities which my brain associated herself with. Really putting me into the next test to detach myself from my names i have been using for years.
If your name is taken away from you, so who are you really?
I'm nothing lo.... hahahaha.
Bid farewell to my joannielivingfuneral.blogspot, gmail accounts, msn.... old one has to go so that new one can come!!!
wOOhOOOooo!!!! :D
Here it goes...
1) Righteousness: Peiling belong to the wuxiaxiaoshuo era where she will stand up for her friends. When her friends call upon her help, she will be the first to arrive kind.
2) Keen in helping people but efforts are often not appreciated.
3) Strong sense of responsibility but end up clearing other people shit as well.
4) Not much of a wealth person cos when her friends borrow money from her, she is cool with not getting back. (jiahui and i exchanged glances and broke into laughter cos we were just discussing over msn to strategise how to get our money back from ppl who owed us!haha)
5) Eccentric by nature cos i live in my own world. Nobody will ever understand me cos even i have an issue in understanding myself. I tend to withdraw from crowd to live in my world. (no wonder i so loved spent time with myself and i can shut everyone else out. and no wonder jia & wei can click so well, cos we are the same pattern. omg..Even bryant(wei's bf) also has that element. form different but essence is there. Cos we love our world so much. Even when we are all together, we are not. wahh..)
6) Tom-boyish character: Mix very well with girls and boys. They make no difference to Peiling, end up cannot find ideal partner. And once guys begin to take interest in her, she runs away. (sound so familiar)
7) Hardworking and puts in effort but results don't show much.
8) Smart and give suggestions that are often unacceptable in current era. Too advanced so to speak.
9) Dreams alot ..even my dream runs a production drama series. The longer i sleep, the more tired i am. Result in poor mental state and affect my memory which in turn affect my studies. (hmm...)
10) Health wise gotta take note of lower part of body- Womb and cervix area. Possible miscarriage due to weak cervix. (alamakkk...)
11) Self-sacrificial for the greater good.
12) Like a man. Boyish by nature. Decisive in doing what she wants. (haha..that explains huh)
As for Joan this name,
Eeden commented it is such a old name. And i argued it represented JOAN OF ARC. Then he replied, yahh..self-sacrificial type. Fought the war and went home to get assassinated. Joan is a talent but she wont get recognised for her efforts and credits go to other people.
And my decision is..
Get a modified name and changing my statutory name to reflect my father's surname. And i will be known as Miss GOH!!! Finally..... my siblings and cousin are all gohs, but i'm the only wu. Sad can! I'll get a new english name too. Most likely will be doing my conversion after i come back from Beijing and can start calling my new name in 2 weeks time.
Never thought i would take this jump but well for 平安 purpose. It doesnt matter afterall. Anyway our lives are governed by 天，地，人. 天 is destined ..we have no control on that. 地 is where we play around with fengshui at home and office etc. 人 is where we can change our luck by changing name. To balance our elements (fire,water,metal,earth,wood) so as to support the eight characters which is fixed already.
天时地利人和 --> in a nutshell. Timing, place and luck play crucial factors.
So gonna bid farewell with Wu Peiling and Joan Wu (and recent joannie), the identities which my brain associated herself with. Really putting me into the next test to detach myself from my names i have been using for years.
If your name is taken away from you, so who are you really?
I'm nothing lo.... hahahaha.
Bid farewell to my joannielivingfuneral.blogspot, gmail accounts, msn.... old one has to go so that new one can come!!!
wOOhOOOooo!!!! :D
Friday, April 20, 2007
My first delivery...
Sound so...no is not what you think! hehe.
Anyway had a celebration from the recent TCC graduates.
And yes my dear esther has finally graduated. 
My beloved shifu, Alex!
Celebrate life with me!:D
Saturday, April 14, 2007
wOohOOOoo!!!!
wooHooo...that's the end of my examination. OMG..i just finished my year 3 in SMU. Time flies..but anyhow will still enjoy the moment..like now..NOW..NOWWWW!!!
One more week to the graduation of MCW aka making courage work. And i'll see Esther graduating from the program. Very excited for her and me. It has been a hell of a ride. So much growth and ass kicking moments with her. And guess what...We are so going to Beijing together. hahaa. And she's going for BLP aka basic leadership program with me too. Yes..is all meant to be. Always have my mind on miss peiying who is still in France! Yes and we miss you alright! Waiting for you to come back and share with us your update. And you bet will share ours. Really wish that you are here to witness our the growth esther and i. Oh well, things happened for a reason i can always update you over msn. hehe. The threesome on board still waiting for others to join us on our journey. The name of the journey is called...
Journey to within.
Still have 4 weeks plus in Singapore before i leave for Beijing. So much to catch with friends and tie up things. so want to stay in singapore to do the work...but i have asked for this long time back and now that is here. I shall go with the flow. Better go kick ass in Beijing man! make my stay there worthwhile. Gotta be. Either place i'm in, there's so much things to learn. How i wish i can be in both place at the same time. Haven master that level of skills yet. hehe.
How nice would it be for me to live a life where i do coaching, energy work and investments...
*intention sent. :)
Here's my lovely picture of my sisters- Weiling and Jiahui. Thank you for witnessing my growth throughout. We are meant to meet and grow together. Seeing all the events that brought us all together and being of a support to each other. Really very grateful for this. Sisters for LIFE! *Cheers!
One more week to the graduation of MCW aka making courage work. And i'll see Esther graduating from the program. Very excited for her and me. It has been a hell of a ride. So much growth and ass kicking moments with her. And guess what...We are so going to Beijing together. hahaa. And she's going for BLP aka basic leadership program with me too. Yes..is all meant to be. Always have my mind on miss peiying who is still in France! Yes and we miss you alright! Waiting for you to come back and share with us your update. And you bet will share ours. Really wish that you are here to witness our the growth esther and i. Oh well, things happened for a reason i can always update you over msn. hehe. The threesome on board still waiting for others to join us on our journey. The name of the journey is called...
Journey to within.
Still have 4 weeks plus in Singapore before i leave for Beijing. So much to catch with friends and tie up things. so want to stay in singapore to do the work...but i have asked for this long time back and now that is here. I shall go with the flow. Better go kick ass in Beijing man! make my stay there worthwhile. Gotta be. Either place i'm in, there's so much things to learn. How i wish i can be in both place at the same time. Haven master that level of skills yet. hehe.
How nice would it be for me to live a life where i do coaching, energy work and investments...
*intention sent. :)
Here's my lovely picture of my sisters- Weiling and Jiahui. Thank you for witnessing my growth throughout. We are meant to meet and grow together. Seeing all the events that brought us all together and being of a support to each other. Really very grateful for this. Sisters for LIFE! *Cheers!
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Trials of life
When you said who you want to be.
When you know what you want.
Life test you in every way she wants to constantly remind you if this is really who you want to be, what you really want.
Life tempts you by sending the closest people around you to check on you.
Life lures you by attracting new friends to you and check on you.
Are you sure this is what you want?
Are you sure this is who you said you want to be?
Are you sure?
Life shows you what you dont want to let you know what you want.
Life shows you who you are not to let you know who you are really.
Life dares you in what you want and who you are.
The value of who you are and what you are is what you already seen for yourself.
Your feelings have already communicated to you about who you are and what you want.
Are you doubting the voice within you?
Even when people listen, they don't hear.
Even when they hear, they have no faith about what they have heard.
Thats how man usually screw self up.
So that he can continue the drama of his life and bitch about his life the way it has always been.
For a lifetime perhaps. Or probably a few.
How sad.
Silly man.
For all that has happened, what signals have been giving out for you to invite all these into your life?
It starts from within.
Choose powerfully then.
Ask and it shall be given
Seek and you shall find.
Once found, LIVE & EXPERIENCE it.
Get the essence of it.
And live the life you called forth.
When you know what you want.
Life test you in every way she wants to constantly remind you if this is really who you want to be, what you really want.
Life tempts you by sending the closest people around you to check on you.
Life lures you by attracting new friends to you and check on you.
Are you sure this is what you want?
Are you sure this is who you said you want to be?
Are you sure?
Life shows you what you dont want to let you know what you want.
Life shows you who you are not to let you know who you are really.
Life dares you in what you want and who you are.
The value of who you are and what you are is what you already seen for yourself.
Your feelings have already communicated to you about who you are and what you want.
Are you doubting the voice within you?
Even when people listen, they don't hear.
Even when they hear, they have no faith about what they have heard.
Thats how man usually screw self up.
So that he can continue the drama of his life and bitch about his life the way it has always been.
For a lifetime perhaps. Or probably a few.
How sad.
Silly man.
For all that has happened, what signals have been giving out for you to invite all these into your life?
It starts from within.
Choose powerfully then.
Ask and it shall be given
Seek and you shall find.
Once found, LIVE & EXPERIENCE it.
Get the essence of it.
And live the life you called forth.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Make the container bigger
Life always has her way of bringing her lesson across. Just when you are troubling on trvial stuff about yourself, she hit you with something bigger for you to go make your contribution. Was bitching with jiahui sis yesterday about our running production drama series of our lives, then came to know of someone who is critically ill and left with 2 months of life span. It reminded me of how i persuaded aunty mary to allow Jayme (shifu) to visit her and talked about cancer. He is a traditional chinese practitioner who treats primarily cancer and stroke patients in the past. It was challenging to bring her see this possibility. Due to unfamiliarity of what it seems so simple when you know about how your body works and disease information. Really..what is unsolvable? what is incurable? If is incurable, then is curable from within. :)
It always hit me to remind me about the container i have which i can always make it bigger and to choose what are stuff to be inside. Got reminded to use my time wisely to create impact on other's lives. Called up Aunty mary and her husband to check on how are they. She has been fighting this battle for 2 years. She has always been my source of inspiration to remember her fight and spread her fighting spirit to others in similar shoes. The road ahead is narrow and only the convicted ones claim their prize.
People have the perception of how help should come in their way in such crisis. But the truth is, help comes in many forms. Do you have the eyes and heart to see and the ears to hear? Looking back at how my life is experienced with my life situation, tcc,pos and etc and my trainings... they built me to where i am today and who i am today. These are the lessons i want to learn and for my growth.
Whatever you are experiencing today, get the essence of what these lesson are about. Cos if you miss it, you would have to go for remedial class from life. yess...something similar will show up again. And sometimes you wonder why your relationship with your gf/bf breaks down at certain point..without fail?! Man is so stupid cos we live like we always do and do the default pattern we have in executing our matters, and we wonder why the hell we get the same result over and over again, yet expecting a different result. Fat hope! :D
Let's laugh at mankind stupidity. Now I understand why Kelvin (shigong) said that.
Dumb. Dumb dee dee..dumb dumb deee deee dumb dumb deee deee deee dumb!
It always hit me to remind me about the container i have which i can always make it bigger and to choose what are stuff to be inside. Got reminded to use my time wisely to create impact on other's lives. Called up Aunty mary and her husband to check on how are they. She has been fighting this battle for 2 years. She has always been my source of inspiration to remember her fight and spread her fighting spirit to others in similar shoes. The road ahead is narrow and only the convicted ones claim their prize.
People have the perception of how help should come in their way in such crisis. But the truth is, help comes in many forms. Do you have the eyes and heart to see and the ears to hear? Looking back at how my life is experienced with my life situation, tcc,pos and etc and my trainings... they built me to where i am today and who i am today. These are the lessons i want to learn and for my growth.
Whatever you are experiencing today, get the essence of what these lesson are about. Cos if you miss it, you would have to go for remedial class from life. yess...something similar will show up again. And sometimes you wonder why your relationship with your gf/bf breaks down at certain point..without fail?! Man is so stupid cos we live like we always do and do the default pattern we have in executing our matters, and we wonder why the hell we get the same result over and over again, yet expecting a different result. Fat hope! :D
Let's laugh at mankind stupidity. Now I understand why Kelvin (shigong) said that.
Dumb. Dumb dee dee..dumb dumb deee deee dumb dumb deee deee deee dumb!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
The tagging game!
This is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.
6 weird things about me!
1) I literally zi bian zi dao zi yan when i'm young then as i grow older i zbzdzy in my mind. Very long production. Tires me out!
2) I'm a drama-mama queen! I have alot of facial expression within that split second. Don't ask me how i do it. Talent..what to do?! haha
3) I'm always so fun and cheerful in my outlook of life. Sometimes people see me also buay tahan, i really cannot help it mah. Simply what i chose to live my life by.
4) I don't talk like what my age suggest. Can be very mature in my thoughts until sometimes i also don't know where those words come from. And yes i do self-admiration. Wonder how the hell i did it.
5) Everytime i saw my brother rat, i will paused and showed a fearful look. Been trying hard to accept it for who it is..hehe. i will stomp my way thru to let brother rat, the sister rat is walking past so not to expect its presence. My subtle way of discouraging its presence.
6) Am i really that weird..?! Cannot think liao leh. Ok i accept i am weird la!
Alrighty..next 6 persons to tag include, Peiying, Debbie, Weiling (xiaomei!), Xuefen, Chuanwei, Kaixin.
It has been an enriching experience so far from coaching people. In order to champion others' growth, you gotta be even bigger so that you can hold them in your capacity. Pretty much exciting stuff has lined up for me this year...well let's just look at from april to december first.
- Money opportunities
- April Energy Camp/ May Energy Camp enrollment
- Coaching program
- Basic Leadership Program
- Internship to Beijing
- Final Year Project
Gotta build self stronger and squeeze out the marrow of life with the opportunities i have. Get ready for the ultimate FLIGHT next May after i graduate. Who knows it could happen earlier. I'm sure it will.
Have you wondered what are you gonna do after you graduate?
I've been thinking for very long time. Where's my path? Where should i go? I guess that's a common question for people who are graduating soon. And the common reply is that i don't know what i want. I dont know where i want to go.
The truth is you know already.
It is just the lack of courage to admit and be committed to what you want truly. When you said that, you are going to be held accountable for what you say. Isn't it so convenient to brush it aside to say you don't know. We can deceive the world around us..but we can't run away from ourselves. We know what's best for us to live this life with. Many times we wanted to please others like our parents in doing what they want us to become, but come to think of it, is that what you want? Is that the kind of life you want?
When you want something badly, the whole universe will conspire to get you what you want.
- The Alchemist
People whom you are meeting now or who have come into your paths, they are here to receive a gift from you. You are already a gift anyway. :)
Life is fun and funny. Laugh about it. Is hilarious when you see it. :)
6 weird things about me!
1) I literally zi bian zi dao zi yan when i'm young then as i grow older i zbzdzy in my mind. Very long production. Tires me out!
2) I'm a drama-mama queen! I have alot of facial expression within that split second. Don't ask me how i do it. Talent..what to do?! haha
3) I'm always so fun and cheerful in my outlook of life. Sometimes people see me also buay tahan, i really cannot help it mah. Simply what i chose to live my life by.
4) I don't talk like what my age suggest. Can be very mature in my thoughts until sometimes i also don't know where those words come from. And yes i do self-admiration. Wonder how the hell i did it.
5) Everytime i saw my brother rat, i will paused and showed a fearful look. Been trying hard to accept it for who it is..hehe. i will stomp my way thru to let brother rat, the sister rat is walking past so not to expect its presence. My subtle way of discouraging its presence.
6) Am i really that weird..?! Cannot think liao leh. Ok i accept i am weird la!
Alrighty..next 6 persons to tag include, Peiying, Debbie, Weiling (xiaomei!), Xuefen, Chuanwei, Kaixin.
It has been an enriching experience so far from coaching people. In order to champion others' growth, you gotta be even bigger so that you can hold them in your capacity. Pretty much exciting stuff has lined up for me this year...well let's just look at from april to december first.
- Money opportunities
- April Energy Camp/ May Energy Camp enrollment
- Coaching program
- Basic Leadership Program
- Internship to Beijing
- Final Year Project
Gotta build self stronger and squeeze out the marrow of life with the opportunities i have. Get ready for the ultimate FLIGHT next May after i graduate. Who knows it could happen earlier. I'm sure it will.
Have you wondered what are you gonna do after you graduate?
I've been thinking for very long time. Where's my path? Where should i go? I guess that's a common question for people who are graduating soon. And the common reply is that i don't know what i want. I dont know where i want to go.
The truth is you know already.
It is just the lack of courage to admit and be committed to what you want truly. When you said that, you are going to be held accountable for what you say. Isn't it so convenient to brush it aside to say you don't know. We can deceive the world around us..but we can't run away from ourselves. We know what's best for us to live this life with. Many times we wanted to please others like our parents in doing what they want us to become, but come to think of it, is that what you want? Is that the kind of life you want?
When you want something badly, the whole universe will conspire to get you what you want.
- The Alchemist
People whom you are meeting now or who have come into your paths, they are here to receive a gift from you. You are already a gift anyway. :)
Life is fun and funny. Laugh about it. Is hilarious when you see it. :)
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